everyone

meet my new family member

it's mr. teddy bear

i start looking for again
never tired
but, kinda afraid because i am not pretty enough
oh gosh, what should i do ?

another breakfast

it is sunday morning.
it has been the laziest day. there is no class, no practice, and other busy stuff
i was on my warm blanket when the sun's shine came into my room
the tv still turn on, and the lamp still shine
i looked around
and talked to my self
what am i supposed to eat this morning?
nasi kuning?
naa, it's been too late, it must be run out
so, i decide something simple
maybe..
a cup of coffee and slices of bread could be the best choice
i turn on my dvd first, the movie is a korean serial movie
it is 'my princess'
i almost finished watch it, if i didn't sleep last night
while the dvd start, i get going made my chocochino
after that, i took the bread and the coffee, come back to my cozy bed
and began to watch the movie while eating my breakfast
with bunny, pooh and oscar around me

still TRY

i am trying to not runaway from a problem

i am trying to always be honest to my self

i am trying to be more care with my family

i am trying to listen the others

i am trying to do my best of my trying

my perfect breakfast...

i woke up in the shiny morning at 6.45 am. sunshine came through my big windows.

my hand busy looked for the remote while my eyes tried to open. after find it, i switch the channel into global tv, watching my favorite show, sponge bob

time tells it's 7 am. time to start my birthday with spirit and happiness.

that's right, it is morning on 4th march 2011
and today, i am 19 years old.
wow, i am a big girl now
i start my beautiful day with taking shower, and don't forget with hot water. that's makes me more relax to start my day
after that, time to breakfast
..
actually, i want to ate a plate of blueberry cheese cake. but i didn't get the perfect cheese cake that i want, yesterday
so, i just ate some bread that i bought in jesselyn cakes

it was such a perfect morning, with my cake, hot tea and my bunny that accompany me eating my delicious breakfast :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME

today is 4th March. and as usual, it is my born day

i was born in the same day, but different year. it is 1992

wow, i have life for 19 years and 10 hours

it was such an ordinary day

began with celebrate my birthday alone at my room

honestly, i want to celebrate this day, with a cheese cake and candle

but, i didn't know why i can't find it

so, i just buy some bread that made with cheese

and after my celebrating party, i just sleep

hhoho, what a beautiful day

truthly, i want to make a video with me and many candle around me, and make a wishing

unfortunately, i dont have my cheese cake and a lighter, so i cant light the candle

but, i was quite satisfied with that

and happy birthday to me one more time :)

this is me and my celebrate cake at 00.00