song

mataku terus tertuju padamu
saat kulihat dirimu tersenyum
ingin aku menyapa
namun ku terdiam tak kulakukan

mungkinkah kau pun juga begitu
tahu kau masih malu mungkin
sungguh ingin ku sapa
namun ku terdiam tak kulakukan

apakah kau rasakan
getaranku pada dirimu
ku hanya duduk terdiam
menunggu untuk tahu namamu

ku menunggu untuk tahu namamu
namun ku terdiam tak kulakukan

apakah kau rasakan
getaranku pada dirimu
ku hanya duduk terdiam
menunggu untuk tahu namamu

mataku terus tertuju padamu
inginku sapa dirimu
namun ku masih malu tuk hampiri dirimu
diriku terdiam, aku menunggu, aku terpaku

TERDIAM by Maliq & D'essentials

:) :) :)

may i grow this feeling??

i guess

not
yet

well, it still the same story. a girl like boy, a boy like girl, but nothing happen because they both shy. sometimes, there was a story when the girl found out that the boy kinda have feeling for her. and fortunately, she was right. because the boy make moves to get closer to her. and it usually end with happy ending. wow, what a nice story. but, in this story, we're gonna make it in a different way.

the first role, the boy, is a calm and pretty handsome guy. he's kinda a shy and a quite boy. hmm, he is good in playing music.

next is the girl, who is a cheerful girl. she really likes dancing. although she is not pretty enough, she had many boy friend around her. well, i think she is a little childish too.

then, the story begin.

the first time they met was on a place where the girl took a lesson about dancing. she always practice there once in a week. and that place was a place where the boy had practice band with his friends. nothing special when they met. they only look at each other and smile because of politeness. the girl felt that the boy is kinda cute. since that, the girl always full of guts to came to her practice. she always wear a different style to make the boy interest to her. from hot pants until skirt. and she keep doing that until finally she thought that the boy is totally not interested to her. because she thought that maybe the boy had a crush on another girl. or maybe she is not good enough for him. many thought.

until..

one day after practice, when the girl get ready to go home, her instructor ask her to acquainted with somebody. and that person is a friend of the boy that she admired. she was fine when she had to met that person. but she turn into red when she had to shaking hand with the boy that she had crush. things getting fast. the only thing that she remember is she finally acquainted with that boy, the only person that she can remember is the boy only and the next thing is she is running back to the class because she feel very very shy.

hmmm, what a shame. the girl that known as the flirty girl in her school, run because only a shaking hand.

she felt that there is a little hope for them to get closer. but, can she feel like that? or she is too confidence about that and makes she see there was a chance? and may she grow those feeling or should she keep it again in case that she will hurt because of too much hoping?

and that was the first one of the story

let's see what will happen next...

about something

well, i tried to make a song, but it's not ready yet

...

i always sit in the same chair
the one, beside the window
while hearing a love song
i always hope, that i can see you
when you will come
what clothes you wear
what will you do
i want to know all about you
so i can get closer to you
and i want tell you that i always here


*for someone in somewhere :p based on my true feeling. hhaha, so silly...

my lovely

i don't know how to describe my relationship between me and my cousin, it's too complicated

all i wanna say is she is the most beautiful girl, in my family

let us see

her name is SARATITA DESTA

you can call her AYA

she is the most coquettish girl i've ever met. she never shy everyone trying to take a photo of her. she always gave her best shot.

everyone

meet my new family member

it's mr. teddy bear

i start looking for again
never tired
but, kinda afraid because i am not pretty enough
oh gosh, what should i do ?

another breakfast

it is sunday morning.
it has been the laziest day. there is no class, no practice, and other busy stuff
i was on my warm blanket when the sun's shine came into my room
the tv still turn on, and the lamp still shine
i looked around
and talked to my self
what am i supposed to eat this morning?
nasi kuning?
naa, it's been too late, it must be run out
so, i decide something simple
maybe..
a cup of coffee and slices of bread could be the best choice
i turn on my dvd first, the movie is a korean serial movie
it is 'my princess'
i almost finished watch it, if i didn't sleep last night
while the dvd start, i get going made my chocochino
after that, i took the bread and the coffee, come back to my cozy bed
and began to watch the movie while eating my breakfast
with bunny, pooh and oscar around me